I've lost count how many times I've tripped running, how many nights I've forced myself to wake up, how many instances I had to beg strangers for a charger– just to check if it was you who messaged... But no.
I've been stood up, let down, lied to, and pushed away over and over again, and for what? To learn the painful lesson that [some] girls will hold your heart by a string and jerk you around like a fucking puppet.
I'm not naive enough to think that every relationship is about rainbows and symphonies and doves flying off into the sunset. I just wish that, as selfish as she was, she had the decency to at least talk to me and tell me what was going on. Instead, it was like I was playing Twenty Questions with a five-year-old retard who did nothing but nod and shake her head.
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[some] boys are like that as well.
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